Endless…

You…

I want to scream in madness,

Howl the pain—

Oh God—

My heart is breaking.

I want to spin into wildness,

Lose myself

Till my feet bleed raw,

Till my skin is worn,

Till my heart stops—

But still

I remember.

Still

I miss you.

You…

What can I do

When love still burns untouched?

When each breath multiplies the ache?

When thirst stacks higher than memory,

When even oceans of tears

Can’t match the waves

Crashing inside me?

I want to dissolve.

Fade.

Disappear—

So I’ll no longer see you

In dreams.

One dream—

A thousand stabs.

A million wishes

To go back.

A thousand cries

Just to find you.

Oh love…

Is one message too much?

Grant me that grace.

One line of thought,

A whisper of warmth.

Just one glance—

From your hand,

From your lips,

From the trembling heart

I once called home.

Please…

Give me that.

I will kiss the earth

Where your footsteps passed.

Every path you walked

Still smells of you—

In dust,

In wind,

In memory…

Oh love—

You passed through my life

Like a storm.

No more mountains.

No more rivers.

Only me—

And this

Crushing memory

Drenched in your love

Beneath the last sunlight

Of the season…

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